Just two people (Chryss and Isa) living in this fucked up world.
Depression, Anxiety, High,
And don't forget tired.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I found a fresh blade…
-Chryss
This is why I think I’m not strong enough.
This is why I think my boyfriend won’t stay with me.
This is why I think I won’t make it into college.
This is why I think I won’t live to have kids.
This is why I don’t tell my parents anything.
This is why I don’t have very many friends.
This is why I continuously end up getting hurt.
This is why I’m uncomfortable in my body.
This is why I’m afraid.
I haven’t used this account in awhile because I’ve been pretending that I’m okay. That I’m not still depressed because when I realize that I am I just feel like a failure. Why can’t I just be OK?? Why does it hurt to wake up, to breathe, to hold a conversation?? All I want is to feel like I’m enough, for myself. I’m trying my hardest please just bear with me. I swear I’ll get through this maybe a little more broken on the other side but I’ll be ok eventually.
-Isa
“I tried to write down a list
naming all the reasons that I love you
But I ran out of room”
Oh darling, I was never okay.
(via mega1dlover1)
THIS BLOWS MY MIND EVERY FUCKING TIME, LOOK AT THE STRINGS!
I understand it now; why hurricanes are named after people.
(via killthesefuckboys)